Just Keep Swimming.

I am not a person who lies and today I told you, “I’m proud of you!”

I said that exactly because I meant it.

It has been a challenging few months with the death of Ed, your seizures, and the cleaning of the hoarder apartment.  But for the first time in years, you have said, “Everything is looking up.”

You are moving into your new place in a week.  You will be going back to work.  And you’re no longer focused on the negativity life has brought you.

You’re looking forward.

I’ve realized the hardest part of depression has been finding the push to move forward.  What has worked for me is distraction.  I keep moving, working, and plotting my next goal.

I compare myself to a shark: I never stop swimming.

The only “distraction” I allow myself is helping others.

That now includes you.

There has been no greater reward than seeing you light up while exploring your newly renovated apartment.  There has been nothing to compare to seeing you smile and laugh again.  And I have no words to explain how hearing you talk about a future makes me feel.

So I’ll say it again: I’m proud of you.

5 thoughts on “Just Keep Swimming.

      1. You are welcome Casey 😊. Your blog is really awesome and deeply amazing. You have a gift and please utilise it to blog and inspire people around you 😊. And if you can please do visit my blog and let me know about it. It would be really helpful. This is the link to my blog

        http:// authorabhijith.com

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      2. You are so kind! I do my best though my subject matter can be a bit challenging to write/publish. But I am a firm believer in the power of story-telling and shared experiences. The more awareness we build, the less stigma there is against mental health and addiction.

        And I will definitely check our your site. I look forward to it!

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